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here i am back to using words as an outlet of my emotions..uncertain of when and how these freakin things would end up..i wish it’ll be sooner..i know for a fact that i shudn’t complain..it’s all my fault i know..im the one doing my own misery..bt would ya’ll stop blaming me for this?!don’t need ur condemnation as of the moment..jz need some understanding..hell yah!u shud realize im having hard time as well..u might be thinking that this is jz an easy way out..heck!its not..jz want to take some rest..can’t u see i can’t bear it anymore?don’t be numb as well..i may seem to be numb and careless with all these things..but i’m not..its my lyf!for crying out loud..i don’t say that u shudn’t care bout what im doin..i know u’re jz concerned..bt please..stop asking me right now..u can’t have any good answer anyway..just allow me to do things on my own..i can handle this in due time..i jz need ur understanding as of the moment..its jz it..there’s nothing more i’m asking for..im tired..let me take some rest..