Archive for January, 2006

missing in me..

Monday, January 23rd, 2006

Pauwi na q ng boarding hauz..nakakatamad..prang ayaw q p umuwi..pano b nmn ala aq tao da2tnan dun..nakakasawa n rin mg1..bakit kya gnon??bc n nga aq buo araw s skul..actually, im really trying my best to keep myself busy..xmpre..nakakainis nmn ung ala gingwa dba?pro pg dting q s bhauz..ala rin..aq lng rin mg1…gus2 q mgpunta sumwhere…mgunwind..but i can’t find a place where i cud go..hay buhay..nauubusan n q ng ggwin..i tot kpg sobra dmi ng gngwa q..ok n un..ndi pla..i can still feel that i’m alone..i still feel empty…i wish i cud be able to determine what is it that’s missing in my lyf now…sna rin kya q mpunan un kung anumang kulang n un…s totoo lng kc..d q maicp kun nu ung kulang n un e…if i’ll cum to think of it..msya nmn aq…ok nmn studies q..i have sum extra curriculars that makes my daily skeds full..nnjan din nmn mga friends q..dmi nga tao s mundo q ngun e..i min..wat’s missing??lavlyf??nah..i don’t think so…dats too far to wat i think it is..waahh!!kun nu mn un…i wish i cud find out soon…nakakapraning e…..

fyt!…

Saturday, January 7th, 2006

in lyf..der r a lot of stupid n fu*kin pipol dat wud try to pull u down..ggwin nla lht pra sktan k..dey wud mke ur lyf miserable..nsa cio n un if u’l let them ruin u…pro if u’ll stay strong..if u’ll tell urself dat no1 can evr bring u down..and if u’ll continue fytin..mka2bangon k..d k malu2gmok..gn2 lng nmn ang buhay e..klangan ma22 k bumangon..klngan ipruv mo s lht n khit nu p dumating n trial cio..khit gno kdmi ngwa mo mali..at khit nu p mngyari..mka2ya mo..aftr nun,,u’ll be proud 2 urself..mka2ya mo ng humrap s mga taong na2kit cio and tell ryt 2 their face.."e2 n q ngun!msaya n buhay q..at mganda q!at ikaw..kumusta k nmn?!" o dba?sosyal!..hehe…